There is a day when I woke up in the morning and feeling like I am moving in slow motion. Feeling disoriented. Like I was disconnected from my world. At that moment I will lying on bed and wondering.
I remember the day when I opened my laptop and started to surfing in internet, I see you all. Yes I am envy with them. I don't have any bestfriends here, I.. I feel lonely weather I am not. I.. I miss them but why I can't be the one with them, seems like I.. I wont. Yes I cry, yes I cry when I know their togetherness.
What now? What is next? How should I feel? What is going to happen? Want to go back to dreamland. But I realized I have reality to live for. I just get out of bed. Goes through daily routine. On the other hand, the day seems surreal. Somehow… I don’t feel a day.
Weird, really weird. Fool, actually fool.
I.. I just wanna share, just ignore it, I don't wish any caring...
Oleh : Etaak
i'm sorry for being like this. You know, I get little bit far with you, can you imagine it,
I remembered the day we wrote many text, could be lyrics, the day we sat on the second row from the pak ponidi's classes, when we were waiting @pepsi...nan, then we were drinking ice cream till the hard evening, when you cried in a silence, when you woke me up at the midnight to tell me 'bout someone with inisial D, everything seems so greatful, i enjoyed it, sometime i was in my dreaming to think when all of the warmness be repeated again, oh that's just ... Hopeless.
In other time i got my self fall down coz there's no one can listen my problem like you did, give me many hard thinking so i can understand enough hows life so hard too that i must get up to make something better.
Yes, you did. Actually i can't get it from anyone else. I mean, don't you ever feel lonely when many people sorround you, when they talk to you but everything feeling empty, so you have to give ur fake smile even though you never want it,
That's what i want to tell you about.. I really miss the day we talked about anything being happened, no one else knowing what i feel without any doubt.. It is you, i ever tried to looking for someone to talk to, actually, there's no one like you, exactly not ..
I remembered the day we wrote many text, could be lyrics, the day we sat on the second row from the pak ponidi's classes, when we were waiting @pepsi...nan, then we were drinking ice cream till the hard evening, when you cried in a silence, when you woke me up at the midnight to tell me 'bout someone with inisial D, everything seems so greatful, i enjoyed it, sometime i was in my dreaming to think when all of the warmness be repeated again, oh that's just ... Hopeless.
In other time i got my self fall down coz there's no one can listen my problem like you did, give me many hard thinking so i can understand enough hows life so hard too that i must get up to make something better.
Yes, you did. Actually i can't get it from anyone else. I mean, don't you ever feel lonely when many people sorround you, when they talk to you but everything feeling empty, so you have to give ur fake smile even though you never want it,
That's what i want to tell you about.. I really miss the day we talked about anything being happened, no one else knowing what i feel without any doubt.. It is you, i ever tried to looking for someone to talk to, actually, there's no one like you, exactly not ..
Oleh : Anit
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